Age quod agis

So damn complicated

2007-07-30T19:13:42Z

Life is getting complicated for me. I'm exhausted, really. I work an average of 11 hours a day because I'm the only person in my office and I have to follow the affairs of something that has 207 rooms and it's always full, everyday.And it's not only the ordinary administration but all the problems of everybody, plus the human resources which are a great deal, indeed. So basically that's why I've vanished from the net (for good maybe :P ?).So let's go on

I totally hate one of my collegues. She was a friend at first but now she only acts as she wants to build her career on your shoulders. Everybody hates her, except for Egon maybe. He's the only one who considers her a good person. I have anything personal against her but she really gest on my nerves in some situations (even because she feeds my jealousy). On the other side I'm tremendously in love with him. I mean it's so clear that I'm insterested in him. I don't think he shares my same feelings but for some reasons I don't understand his thoughts. I remember that he asked me if I was happy to see him with someone else (a while ago, but that question was so sudden and too straight to be forgotten). He has invited me only once, at least until today. He said "I'd like to go to the cinema" and I replied "Ok, what do you wish to see?" so he added "Harry Potter" (lol I was almost laughing, he doesn't seem the person who reads/likes such books); I remember that last week he told me that the last time he went to the cinema was to watch 300 (that was our only date after all. although I'm not sure I can call it in this way). We spoke about our holidays and he told me that he doesn't know where to go. I don't understand him, frankly. Sometimes it seems like he wants me to invite him, but I'm not too sure if I have to risk that much or not...he's not easy to understand and I can't really go through his thoughts and feelings. He usually tends to avoid me and I'm quite sure that it's because he knows my feelings. Maybe he doesn't want to place hope for something that shouldn't be even dreamt. I am sad because I know all of this but I can't really consider him as all my other collegues and I can't stop to think that I'm probably too involved in this circle.
Sometimes I think it would be better to speak with him and tell him my feelings and beg him to do something that could kill this "passion" and let me free from this feeling which is consuming me. But I'm not that courageous and I would really fear his reaction although I don't expect him to tell me something, but just to stare at me with his cold green eyes.

Yup after some nice books (gosh can't really add the titles, but to let you understand I can speak about the authors, like Vallgren and Laurie) I've started Twilight. I've never enjoyed too much books about vampires, but this one is pretty nice. I really love the relationship between Bella and Edward, He is potrayed as a charming character although his cruelty and his supposed dark side is intriguing and captivating. I've read half of the book and I'm still looking for the second volume (I don't really know if the third is already out or not) and it's really promising. I hope it will keep my great expectations.
And concerning anime I've dropped many titles lately. I'm still following Claymore (I've read the manga, in the meanwhile so I've spoilered myself too much). Anyway Teresa is still my favourite character although I really like Jeane and Miria as well (Clare is ok, but there's something that bothers me sometimes). Other good titles are Gurren Lagann (the second half ot the serie is more mature and more catching, it's a show that is always surprising me), Bokurano (so terribly sad) and Zombie Loan (I'm not too much into these Shounen, but it's somehow amusing).
Gosh I'm too tired to write something more -_-

Gosh!

2007-07-13T16:32:42Z

So I'm back from Padova. I mean it was an infernal travel -_-. There's a reason why I hate Veneto (lol I don't dislike the region itself, but people there get on my nerves!)...why nobody there can properly speak italian??? I mean it's not that difficult, it's your mother tongue after all...so why they all use that horrible dialect?
Anyway on the other side it was fun. As I arrived at the hotel one of my ex collegues helped me with my lagguage although we made a mistake with the room (we basically entered in one which was already taken XD). The room was nice, nicer than the one of GHM (I'm kinda glad because those of our hotel are creepy) and I had a big bed all for me. The next day I started my training in Venice and as I finished I went back to Padova and I had a tour around the city, by foot obviously. I lost my way. It was so tiring since I had to walk for about 3 hours to get back to the railwaystation and find a taxi. And today I received a phone call from Chiara and I told her my adventure. So after 3 minutes everybody knew I lost myself. I bet Egon and Walter are still laughing, basically because Egon is from Padova and he said that it's impossible to get lost there (and I'm sure he still thinks I'm an idiot after all). And speaking about my sentimental life...

I still have some mixed feelings for that person. I mean someday I think I'm in love with him, and they day after I'm almost convinced I have no interest in him. I suppose it's because I'm really in love, but it's painful, the situation it's not clear at all since I can't understand if he shares my same feelings or not. Sometimes he's evidently looking for me, but I can't understand how he sees me, since he mentioned that we're not properly "best friends" but we have a certain confidence that implies certain consequences. So I feel everything is only one-way. I'd like to shut this door and change my mind, but this is probably the first time I'm really falling for someone, so It's really difficult :(

Uhm and yup, please almateria forgive me for that memberslist, I was so busy with the preparations, I'll e-mail you later on tonight :)

PLUG XD

2007-05-28T16:43:51Z

Yep a quick plug of my latest works!
Aozora: the Sola fanlisting. I'm not that satisfied with this layout but I wanted to use the basic idea of the sky, which is the main theme of the serie.
Yaka: the fanlisting for Matsuri from Sola. I love this character, she's so awesome and her seiyuu is simply amazing. This is probably more in Rileth's style after all XD
Cultivated: this one is adopted from Martel (thanks again!!!) and it's dedicated to the seiyuu/singer Yukana, who made an incredible job with CC from Code Geass. This layout is really poor (damn I couldn't find enough images -_-)
Eddie: wow my favourite character from Fire Emblem Akatsuki no Megami, Eddie is great, cute and so easy-going XD.
Lyre: an other great character from the latest FE game. I kind prefer her to Lethe (I didn't enjoy her personality after all and I don't like that much beastts) and she's awesome.
So now I have only 2 upcoming FL: Curio from Romeo x Juliet and Chihaya from Idolmaster Xenoglossia. I've also written an application for Kaze no Stigma but I'm a bit unsure. I liked the latests episodes but uhm I don't know if I'd be the most suitable owner...anyway I'm also thinking about applying for Sorairo Days (the Gurrenn Lagann opening), it's a really cute song after all!

And speaking about something else...damn I love him, but he's so stupid sometimes (and he always trying to know about everybody else businesses...-_-)

Tired -_-

2007-05-23T17:15:42Z

I'm so tired lately, it's mainly because of job or peraphs because someone has noticed my dedication and has started to avoid me. Gosh love it's terrible and I'm lucky enough to understand that I haven't fallen yet for that person.
What else? Well I can introduce a stupid meme.

Tell me a fandom and I'll tell you the character I'm most similar to.

Yeah stupid but it could get interesting.
Ja!

Icons :)

2007-05-02T21:54:10Z

I was quite bored tonight, so I bring you some sola icons :)

Teasers

Oh my...

2007-04-25T18:41:37Z

Tonight I'm going out with Egon, I might be crazy O_O

DUH

2007-04-24T21:45:30Z

Oh yeah today was awful. I quarreled with Valetina for some stupid things and everybody was supporting me (it's strange instead pointing towards peace). Anyway I made an icon for the office network with my face. Doh I've changed the colours too much it seems I have blue hairs XD, that should sound funny though, should I keep this monster XD?
Oh well I don't have any time to rescan it -_-

Bla bla bla

2007-04-23T21:44:38Z

Yes you're right, I don't really have fantasy for titles O_o. Anyway let's start with some random life things, silly peraphs but I'm not that bright XD.

Yup I believe I've reached the limit, I'm more at work than at home, absolutely. I have an average of 10 hours a day and this afternoon I've almost passed when I noticed it was already 7. Anyway everything is weird as usual. Things between me and Egon are confused as usual.
Last week I've appearently offended him (this is what he told me) because I said that he always sses things in his way and he barely considers other point of views. So on friday we didn't speak at all. he was really ignoring me and I wasn't looking for him either.
Today he started his turn at 3 pm. He greeted everybody and when everybody else was away he asked me "do you have anything to tell me?". O_O (this was exactly my face after all). "Nope, what's the problem? You told me you were offended, I was simply avoiding to get in your way" (more or less it was my reply). He changed topic but at the end I offered him my hand and told him "Peace ok?". He was a bit undecided but he shook it "Oh well ok, it wasn't necessary" he added but it was clearly needed to settle things. Anyway this man is duh...strange?
He keeps telling me that he dislike a person in the office, but he's always with her...uncoherent, isn't it? He invites me to go somewhere and he forgets everytime and when I remember him about his ideas, he keeps telling me that "Oh well I couldn't avoid an ivitation of our president, isn't it?"
Btw I'm sure he was thinking I was disappointed because we don't lately eat togheter and we barely speak, and don't ask me if he has better company than me (probably a better view, but someone who has the brain of a frog XD).
Anyway something completely unecessary today.
Valentina told us what she did in the week-end. She said she went to the lake by motorcicle since she recently bought a new one. Well everybody has enough about her telling stuffs concerning it. Anyway she said that there was a huge queue on her way back and that it was impossible to pass through, also for her. So she said she tried harder with the noise made by her "charlie" (she called the harley davidson in that way O_O) and everybody let her procede because she's a woman and she's cool due to her mean of transport. It was ridicolous.
So I tried to reply with my opinion "Oh weel, despite I'm a woman everytime I'm out with my bike (yeah a ridicolous grazziella) all the cars try to run me down...it's the same, isn't it?"
"Ah because it's you, Giorgia" added Valerio, who was laughing at me.
And before leaving an other hint.
"Are you eating here this evening?" asked me Egon again, despite I keep telling me that I usually don't stay at the hotel for dinner. I was going to reply but he did it for me "Oh yes you're going home" he added while looking at Davide, who was half-asleep (or well he seems, but he's one of the quickest people there, is it a trick XD?). I barely understand if he tells this because he wants me to go home (because he can't stand me anymore) or if he wants me to have dinner with him O_o (but I stick with the first, since some weeks ago I was still in the hotel at 9pm and he told me "are you still here? don't you go home?"). I hate men.

And speaking about something else...well my internet life isn't that active lately. I still have the Felt fanlisting to complete (almost ready) but I couldn't resist to a few subject and I've applied for them XD

- Atelier Iris Azoth of Destiny. Because this game is totally awesome for its semplicity :)
- Sola. I'm so obsessed with it lately, I'm so eagerly waiting for the next episode, it's so sweet, dense and malincoholic.
- Matsuri from Sola. I really like this character, she's absolutely gorgeous.
- Chihaya from idolm@ster XENOGLOSSIA, because she's rather interesting and ambigous.

Nothing else, really, let's go to bed for tonight!

lol

2007-04-19T18:34:55Z

Today one of my collegues told me that I liked Evanescence. Ok I guess.
He also told me that he listened to the new Within Temptation album and that they've copied Evanescence. lol.
I mean I'm not an expert...but I don't think they're that alike O_o.
Oh yeah and I love this song :)

Anime rants XD

2007-04-17T06:29:24Z

Since I was at home ill this weekend I had the chance to watch a few new anime, and here's my thoughts:

I haven't understood a thing in the two episodes released. The serie seems promising but odd, so I can't have a clear opinion on it yet. I haven't understood if Touka is female or male though O_o. His/her "mother" is scary and Momoka is already the worst character, at leas for me. Can't really stand her.

Ahhh beautiful. It's gonna be my one of my favourite anime of the season. I find it very poethic, especially the sky concept. Matsuri should be a sort of damned soul whos' not able to see the sky she definetly loves from the bottom of her heart. Aono also seems an interesting character and I think she's somehow linked to Matsuri as well. If you're fodn of Air or Kanon (although this seems more similar to Air though) you should try it.

this should be my favourite anime of spring 2007. I LOVE the way in which the story is intorduced and also the first dialogue among the 15 children was brilliant. I don't have yet a favourite character although I think I'm going to choose Jun. He hasn't done anything yet but there's something incredibly interesting in his relationship with his sister Kana, don't ask me why O_o. Anyway this anime reminds me of Zegapain for the dialogues and probably for the character developments and I really hope it will turn out that amazing.

I couldn't resist the 1st episode. Lucky Star is totally brainless and boring.

I remember that some years ago I read the 1st and 2nd manga volume but I dropped it at the end. I'm not either encouraged to watch this, so I might drop the anime as well O_o. I don't see anything that exciting about this show, and also the story lacks everywhere.

I wasn't that impressed by this one at first, but I actually like it. The two main characters aren't that great but I've already seen some nice hints on them, so they might evolve or at least reveal details on their past. The plot has still to be revealed, we only know that Ellis was the experimental subject for this Leviathan subject, she killed the scientist and now she's trying to go somewhere for an unknown reason. I like Nadie the most though, she's crack XD.

Still have to watch Romeo x Juliet, Darker than Black, Koutetsu Sangokushi and Nagasarete Airantou, though I'm sure I'll still follow sola, Bokurano and El Cazador de la Bruja.
Any more raccomendations?

Happy Easter!

2007-04-09T21:36:08Z

Happy belated Easter everyone!
I spent my holidays to the seaside and I had some relax, at least. Tomorrow will be an other busy day, so I'll try to face it with more energy >.<.
I had the time to think about that issue and that's the result.

So, I think I'm definetly falling for that person, although I suppose I don't have any chance with him. This is what L. told me a while ago when everything begun. It's not like he completely ignores me or dislike me, it's a matter of compatibility, at least for L.
I don't know what to think and I'm quite sure I won't tell him anything about my feelings. I'll probably try to change my view on him although it will take a while. This is the wisest thing to do, although my reason and my feelings can't have the same opinion about the situation. But you know, it's so hard to be rejected and I have a too high opinion of my behaviour to consider myself as someone who could be appreciated in a certain way (It's hard to explain, but I'm someone who doesn't open that much to others, especially on the physical/material way). But gosh I'm not that sure he doesn't like me at all. I asked him to go to the teathre together and he said he would like to. We speak about different topics (much more than she does with him, she can only speak about men and cars, damn, how could she be more interesting than me O_o?), he usually waits for me when we have lunch and he usually sits next to me. We even went to the mountain last week and he spent all the day with me. On friday he wished me happy easter with the usual kisses as I was giving him only my hand, for a formal shake (I wasn't expecting it since an other collegue didn't kiss me). But he doesn't do anything to let me understand if he's interested in me or not (lol but he blushed when a collegue told him to be careful with me, he was so cute XD)
L. told me he's a strange person after all, and despite he's not sure about us as couple, he told me to wait and to not renounce immediately, and honestly I'm not sure about somebody's intentions, in those matters, if they're not clear enough.
I can wait, it's true, but I don't want to believe in something that can't happen. It's easier now, to stop dreaming since I'm not in love yet, but who knows in two months or even longer?
Men could be even more complicated than women!

So, I don't know what to do. I'm not for emo thing, this isn't probably a fully one, but feel free to joke me, because at my age I'm still stuck in those matters. It's ridicolous, but probably it keeps me younger XD.
Yup I watched The Lord of the Rings (you know which one) - I due Porri. It was amusing, mor ethan the first one, although the t-shirt scene was priceless.
But Ganjalf(Gandalf) and his "va che arietta!" was too amusing. And also Aramis(Faramir) with the Harry Potter stickers album was incredible. I think I'll have to wait an other year and half for the final chapter XD.

ZOMG!

2007-04-04T17:40:35Z

Forgive me everybody. I have like 10 e-mails to read and reply to, I'll try in a couple of days, some are long, some are even longer O_o.
I'm dropping a few lines just to let you know that I am alive, somehow.
It definetly hurts to see somebody everyday and not understanding the purpouse of your conversation and why this person looks at you in that way when you eat, when this person smiles at you but you don't realise if it's true or if there's something behind it, and especially if you're feelings are getting stronger day by day -_-.

Some boredom

2007-03-25T22:31:44Z

Wow I'm moving all the good stuff to my new PC (geez it took me ages -_-), so I'm pretty busy lately. I'm not at home that frequently either, so it's a problem O_o. Anyway what's new?
I've basically applied for some fanlistings but honestly I don't remember all of them O_o.

- Kannazuki no Miko. I was really pissed to be rejected and see the fanlisting closed 1)before being built; 2)after more or less 2 weeks from the approval. Anyway I'm a big fan of Kaishaku and this serie rocks. Ogami is much love.
- Atelier Iris 2: Felt. Felt=Sharan. I've been copied guys, I mean he's like MY Sharan O_O. But I should build a fanlisting/Shrine for him.
- Fire Emblem Akatsuki no Megami: Eddie. He's the only new character I like. I won't apply for anybody else because only Eddie deserves my love.
Oh yeah a few words on the copycat of the game: Micaiah.
Ok I've never liked Yuria that much, she had something pissing me. Micaiah is her copy, but in worse. Just look at them, they even have the same appearences. They're both controlled by a "dark will" (Yuria was subjugated by Yurius aka the reincarnation of Loptous (yep in some way you can see him as its reincarnation)),, they even have a complimentary personality, although I prefer Yuria because she was shy without memories but at least she had some decent ideas on her mind. I think what really hurts me about Yuria is her relationship with Celice. C'mon we all know that he is in love with Rana, still he loves Yuria as well (she doesn't that much, but in the manga she is so ambigous). Geez Nintendo give me original characters from time to time, ok?
(btw Yuria wins on Micaiah, AURA!). Yup somethimes I even think that Soren and Maric should have something to chat about since they're so similar (but at least Maric isn't gay).
- Romeo and Juliet (adoption). I won't get it but at least I tried. Don't ask me how many times I've watched the Zeffirelli movie, I could scare you.
- Fantasy Books (adoption). An other big one I won't get. *sighs*

And speaking about upcoming, yup I still have two:
- Sumire from Venus Versus Virus. Frankly i'm not that sure if I should keep it. VNV disappointed me lately.
- Laskharta from Code Geass, because she's just too awesome. Please also build a fanlisting for Cornelia, because she really needs one (I wonder how the made such amazing female characters for this serie...Euphemia, CC, Nunnally, Laskharta, Cornelia and Villetta, they're all great... I suppose I don't only like Kallen and Shirley *shrugs*)

And speaking about something else, cinema's time.
This weekend I watched Bordertown (interesting and cruel) and 300. I was a bit uncertain about 300 but at the end I liked it. It was a bit too bloody but the story worked (it's not that accurated but let's remember it's taken from a comic and so there is some "fantasy" as well). The battles were detailed enough (and possible) and the actors weren't bad (I've noticed Leonida's is played by the same actor who did Marek in Timeline, I love that character XD), yep everybody except Faramir (lol David Wenham, but I call him in this way XD) because I can't imagine that man under the spartan law (yup you're a good actor but you fail as muscular soldier).
I'm also reading something on that theme (more or less) since I've found a book by Manfredi I haven't read yet (ok it's about Diomede so the troian war). Gosh I'd love to not be that history fanatic!

My revenge XD

2007-03-12T18:19:09Z

Yeah despite an horrible week-end (yesterday I was in bed the whole day, damn headache), today I got my revenge XD
First I was speaking with a collegue, in a few words...I hate him for several reasons. I think he understands that I don't like him that much but he annoys me oftenly. he told me that many think he's not that nice. Yep I do agree. It costed me so much strenght to avoid telling him that I really agree with everybody else.
Than I was in the office with him, I had to give him something about his salary and at the end I closed the door and told him "I have to tell you something".
lol his face got a priceless expression. After a few seconds I said "You should get something more next month because there was a mistake..."
His expression completely changed than.
I wonder...what did he think I had to tell him O_o?
But that was satisfactory, he's such an idiot XDDDD

All random crap

2007-03-07T22:11:03Z

I'm not dead yet, I'm not dead...maybe...
I'm so stressed by this job, I could really pass out in no time...BUT I'M STILL HERE XD
So, beside my stomach which is a complete mess and my head with is more chaotic than usual, I'm still writing in this little journal.
You may ask, what's new? NOTHING! Can't complain though.
If you read here you may think I'm completely crazy. Good point, you're probably right.
FE 10 is crap, but I don't want to add more. I think it's probably the worst thing I saw lately, there's only one and I mean ONE character I'd save among the new ones, it's so sad. Let me cry alone -___-
But, to cheer myself up, I made this quiz, so the old good times will let me forget the current rubbish. So feel free to take it and I'll basically explain most of it in my next post XD
Gosh I'm so predictable

Random things

2007-02-25T15:25:22Z

Woah an other week like this one and I could die. I haven't felt well at all lately, I think i got some strange virus which hurts my stomach and such O_o. Anyway life is consuming my energies -_-.
Last night I went to Milan with some friends (only girls XD) for Carnival. We went to some fancy places but at the end I can't say we did something special. For some strange reasons they really complain about their life as singles, but I suppose it happens when you're 30 years old and you don't have a partner yet. But who cares? I really enjoy my single life XD. I mean no paranoic boyfrieds (or even worse people who find the right to look into your e-mail without reasons), no annoying factors at all. It's not bad at all and I really find pathetic those who are continously looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend because they don't want to be alone, so they end up in going with people who aren't fit for them and vice-versa. I usually think that I'll probably find someone someday, or maybe not, it's a problem that can't really consume my life.
But leaving apart emo silly things, what's new?
Well I got two approvals lately and despite people who keep me occupied in RL, I shall introduce my newest works:
No Gentleman, the Rhett Butler fanlisting, adopted from the kind Nanou;
Purification, the Tales of Rebirth fanlisting, because this game needed one >.<

I really thank aurturius for the cute virtual gift she sent me :)

Quiz time!

2007-02-16T20:54:13Z

I was so bored, so here we go with this little quiz of mine :P

So busy

2007-02-10T23:41:52Z

Yes I'm so busy lately! I ask everybody to forgivbe me if I haven't replied to all your previous comments (something, or better someone keeps me away from the computer lately XD).
Anyway I SO FAIL. I've finally applied (although it's all crap) for Kannazuki no Miko and I'm also thinking to try with an other character (somebody stop me, it's again something Code Geass related >.<).
Oh yeah let's go back to my beloved books.

Turning 26

2007-01-30T22:31:52Z

So yeah today was my bday. Nothing special, I've worked hard as everyday. I got some presents, it's true, but it was a day completely like the others, so I'm so tired tonight. I couldn't really do anything productive, so I turned my PS2 and played TOR for more or less one hour. My progresses are slow since I have no time, but even if Annie isn't a good healer, you can really feel her absence in the party (but at least I was able to use a little more Tytree and Eugene). I was thinking about making a little shrine to Mao, so I'd have to add it to my to do list. So basically which shrines am I planning?

- Most likely an Anise Tatlin shrine: I already have the fanlisting and there are no shrines about her on the net. I would make something also for Natalia, but I know several people (at least 3) who are building a tribute to her, so I'll pass.
- A Lion/Judas shrine, since I was already planning it, but it will take me a lot of time, since he's my favourite Tales character and I want to make somethign "memorable"
- A Kyoshiro shrine to be added to his fanlisting. In progress.
- A Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora fansite. I'm writing some contents, but I want to wait the end of the anime for the characters descriptions, since I suppose they'll be developed a little more than in the manga (since it only has 2 volumes and it is still on print)
- Add more content to the Code Geass site. I'll probably add the summaries of the episodes (still writing the missing ones), but I'll wait a bit more for the characters descriptions since I need more info for accurate pages.
- A Mao mini shrine (something little, but at least worth some time)

So I only have to find the time to live XD.
And please someone stop me before I apply for Setsuna >.

Random things

2007-01-28T21:15:06Z

So i'm back from the skiing day XD. We had some fan, but I don't have those many things to tell you about that, except the fact that we made some mistakes in choosing our tour and we ended up on a black one, which was risky and quite difficult. Anyway we really had fun :)
Today I've managed to watch Kyousora 4 (I was kinda busy so I had to postpone it for about two days -_-). So here we are with the comments:

Well I hope my comprehension is right >.<. The anime is sticking to the manga, that's GOOD! Anyway people, did you really think that Kyoshiro was a good person? Well it's not an evil idiot who wants to destroy the world, but he's obsessed by his brother (and if you ask me if he's gay, uhm no of course, but he really loves his brother, in an insane way).Anyway his charm has increased since the previous episode especially when he's brutally speaking about the zettai tenshi with Sou-chan (he is so cute with Tarourotte, he really thinks she needs someone to look after her, and his whole concept of ZT is just too sad, in some ways he's the most positive character of teh serie). They haven't explained why Setsuna follows Kyoshiro's orders (I tell you, they have a contract and the ZT has to follow the master, no matter what), despite the fact he's only using her as a weapon and that he thinks she's rubbish after all, although it isn't true, since later on you will find out that he cares about her, in a particular way, but he doesn't want to kill her. Will he really go against that psichotic idiot of Kazuya? I don't really know unfortunately -_- (but that man scares me, his expressions are something creepy and probably his too red hair give him an insane look). Anyway Kuu x Kyoshiro moments are too sweet (even better than in the manga) and it's quite sad to think that she's really falling for him but he's instead using her (although he will understand how much she's important to him and not in the "material" side). Under a few points of view I consider them very similar. They're both empty person: Kuu states she's completely useless and that she has no porpouse in life so she embraces Kyoshiro's ideal although she would like to see him always smiling, with that fake facade that he's always pretending to keep in front of everybody else. Kyoshiro despises himself greatly because he's empty as well: his goal is something given to him by someone else and the reason why he wants to become like his brother is that he completely find himself not worth. He's probably reaching is goal, becoming like Kazuya, a fake person as well, and it's what Sou-chan is trying to let him understand.
This serie finds its strongest point in the narration, yeah it's definetly catching.

I also have some little comments for Code Geass.

Don't you find that the story reached its cruelty this week? I didn't like Mao, but honestly the last episode touched me. It's C.C. fault if he became such person, though I can't really say she did it on purpouse. She had her interests in doing that, but she was also trying to help someone completely abandoned to himself, a child...
I've hated Lelouch in that episode for what he did, I think it was to much.
So, let's speak in brighter themes...when will ~~Sirius~~ Schneizer-sama appear? I really want to know if my random toughts about him are right >.<

Oh yeah time to promote!
I've finally finished the fanlistings for: Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora which turned out too pink (and peraphs too bright), Ayanokoji Kyoshiro (because he's mad love XD) and I've managed to adopt the fl for Eagle Vision and move the one of the colour Burgundy from Black-Arrow.
And yup I was recruited as Tcer at TAFL. Now I need to understand how frequently I have to report and when I should start, help >.And lastly, I've finished a little art I begun like 3 years ago, I just needed to finish the colouring (I was throwing away some diskettes and I found it on one), so I completed the missing parts. Featuring my beloved Cornelius with Xander-kun XD

They were used to gamble a lot and loose everything, except for their drinks XD

Oh yeah and lastly, let me wish luinthoron a happy bday!

Busy life...or not?

2007-01-25T23:02:46Z

Yeah go on if you want to laugh...sometimes my life is ridicolous.

So let's start with the fact that I've chanegd work. I was used to work in an Advertising Agency for luxury items (clothes, jewels, furniture and so on) now I work in a Hotel next to the Malpensa Airport. The first day was tremendously boring, the second ibidem, the third slightly better, today was decent.
ANYWAY. The Hotel hasn't opened yet, it's brand sparkling new and we're still working to set it up, so it could be ready for guests on monday. Well sometimes I hate my kind of work. I had to run here and there for the Burocracy matters since I was there, compeltely ignoring what it was done before because I had no time to look for what I needed. My collegue who follows the economic side of the bought goods (mainly food, drinks but also services) hadn't his car (since he had an accident last week) so I had to bring him here and there all the time. BUT also the other collegues thought I was available to bring them here and there. So I actually merged my accountancy function with my driver one (and it's not good since I barely drive). So the problem came when I had to make a difficult parking. I've blocked the traffic for almost 5 minutes and at the end my collegue asked me if I wanted some help. NOOOOOOOO. Well I don't change idea that much, you know, but at the end I had to accept because I risked my life in that parking (people can kill if they're nervous or late XD). So, I went back to the Hotel together with him (lol I think he was trying to avoid to joke me for that thing all the day, but maybe I'm wrong...or not?).
He left early in the afternoon, so since there wasn't anthing left to do (yeah because I haven't an office yet, nor a computer I can call mine), I've helped the boss of the kitchen department in sorting the goods into categories by using a silly file in excel (I tried to convince him to let me make somethign in access, but he can't use it, so well I had to adapt myself to the stupid excel). I had to list the product by indicating the selling code, the typology, the description and the unitary price without the discount. So an extremely easy work, BUT it was only about alcoholic drinks and some names caused me several expressions like this O__O. "Is it a cognac, a rhum or a wine this thing?" I'm used to speak at loud voice, even if I don't have anybody to listen to me, but the boss was around, so poor me, I made a really poor figure, especially because I called half of my collegues for that task. I hate alcoholics now. And after a while I was continously repeating "I'm so ignorant, I'm so ignorant", like the idiot I am.
Tomorrow is an other day...but if I think about the most productive thing I made this week, I suppose it is organizing a skiing day with more or less 10 collegues on saturday, Not bad XD

YAY!

2007-01-21T23:05:01Z

Got the approval for Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora. The anime is crap compared to the manga, but yeah it was worth my love after all :).
People tend to dislike it because it's a spin-off, in some ways, of Kannazuki no Miko which was honestly a very good serie despite some strong themes which can be misunderstood. I should make some scanlations but since the anime serie has a great quality I suppose I'll use some screenshots instead (and I'll probably turn the Fl into a mini shrine of sort).
Wish me again good luck for the two subjects still pending :)

OMG

2007-01-21T14:22:48Z

Applied for two wishlisters (Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora and Kyoshiro himself). wish me good luck >.< (although I'm quite sure I won't get both of the or probably neither one O_O).
I've also found out someone I know applied for Tales of Rebirth so I don't know what to do. Honestly I own the fanlistings for 3 Tales games (the most popular ones indeed), so although the subject is a kill for I think it would be better for me to disregard the app and leave everythign to this person. It is probably what I will do anyway.
Speaking about Rebirth itself I couldn't find the chance to go on, so I'm stil stuck in Sunnytown as I have to fight against Militsa who's damned strong. I'm wondering if I have to level up a bit -_-

I am a crybaby after all

2007-01-20T00:12:19Z

Well today it was my last day at work. It was the usual chaos although everybody told me to calm down since they didn't pretend me to have everything done before leaving. I tried my best to complete my undone work so the day passed quickly. My collegues asked me many times about my decision and I've always replied it was because I've found a new job here, near home which offers me some good opportunities. I mean I couldn't tell them I was doing it because I felt like my career was blocked there, not that I'm feeling guilty but it was like telling a lie after all.
Anyway it came the time to say farewell to several people and after a while I cried, a lot. Doesn't it feel like part of your life goes away? It's an experience which ended but I'm pretty sure I'll miss it. I'll miss all the people who stayed with me for almost 2 years, all the little and almost unsignificant little things we did together, all the things we were used to do in our spare time. Well I couldn't resist after all.
And then some of the employees gave me some presents (quite a lot, honestly) and those beautiful orange tulips which are here now, on my desk.
And remember, if you don't feel happy wherever you'll be working, come back here, there will always be a place for you. Those words, they hurt a lot.

When you don't have anything better to do...

2007-01-18T22:09:49Z

Gosh tonight I'm not feeling good at all -_-, damn headache! Anyway beside my ~~health~~ I'm feeling so useless tonight. I couldn't do a thing with those damn books and I ended up in watching the wall in front of me -_-. So basically I skipped work and study and I watched Code Geass 14.
The episode was thrilling enough and I think I finally found a character I can really hate: Mao. He's weird and cliqué someone I couldn't definetly like (plus he looks strange, don't ask me why). Shirley x Lelouch seems basically ended, it's a pity, I don't probably think there's a love motivation for their relationship, but it looked interesting and I hoped for something much more dramatic, but oh well we have enough time to wait and see. Plus I hope that those spoilers I've accidently read are true and that Jeremiah will be back (although they said in a shocking way...maybe he will turn into an orange XD).
Btw since I'm some serious business (my my sometimes I forget that what makes me similar to Jade is the pair of glasses I wear XD) I went on in Tales of Rebirth.

I've almost understood how the ouji works although my Veigue has some troubles in surviving. I think he has a too weak constitution to start on and even if I enhance his equipment furiously I can't obtain significant results. I have some doubts as well on my party since I was planning to keep Mao as main caster, Annie as supporting caster and an other attacker to support Veigue, but I can't choose among Tytree and Eugene. I don't like either of them that much, though Tytree is surely quicker. And I have to cut Hilda who's my second favourite character (and probably she'll turn as a better caster than Mao at the end...geez). But the problem is...this game hasn't any healer! How are you supposed to play a RPG with nobody who can heal you? Annie has only 1 healing spell who heals you more or less 250 HP and after a while it isn't enough at all. I hate you Tales studio.
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